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fatuglydisgust's Journal

Created on 2007-03-11 00:54:43 (#12470723), last updated 2007-05-04

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Basic Info
Name:Karyu
Birthdate:12-07
Bio
Personality and Physical description:

105lbs.
104lbs.
103lbs.
102lbs.
STILL NOT SMALL ENOUGH!
101lbs.
TOO FAT! TOO FAT!
Everytime he looked in the mirror, the bones and skin grew more prominent, but he was still so fatuglydisgusting. Pills and diets and exercise because weight needed to be lost, and he needed to be pretty, and he needed to smile when he looked in the mirror.
Smiles were for pretty people.
Growing taller and taller and taller, until he is 1 foot, 2 foot, 3 foot, 4 foot, 5 foot, 6 foot, skin stretching over bone until it cracked. Letting fat and filth seep out onto everything and everyone.
Pretty people dyed hair until it is lighter and lighter and lighter and blonde. Karyu wasn't pretty, light brown would have to do. Pretty boys had short hair. Karyu would have to do with medium. Because long was pretty too.
Pretty people, be ugly too! Bitechompsuckdevour. Let the ugly seep into you.
Ugly.
Ugly.
Ugly.
UGLY.

Mental Disorder:
Body Dysmorphic Disorder and Anorexia Nervosa

History:

"You're fat and ugly, go kill yourself!"
Admitted to rehad at the mere age of twelve. The paper simply read 'attempted suicide and self-starvation'. Nothing worked.
The birds were fed.
The animals were fed.
Everyone was fed.
But poor
little
starving
fat
Karyu.

"I'm fat and ugly, I deserve to die."
Nothing worked. Nothingnothingnothing. Four years rotting, starving, BEAUTIFYING, under nurses and doctors who didn't even know his name. Weight dipping down and down until it was nothing and he was STILL SO FAT AND UGLY.

"You're such a burden Karyu!"
To much money for careroombedservicefoodhedidn'teveneat.

The birds grew fat over that time.
They fell from the sky, fat and beautiful.


Free govement support; only one option left.
Abandon at 304 Asylum.

DON'T LOOK AT ME.
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